not well

its been ages since i last posted in my blog.. so thought i'd let u all know i'm still alive. I have had the crapiest two months ever! I have sdpent most of the time in n out of hospital. I had my appendix out on Tuesday- so hopefully i'll be pain free. Have another specialist appointment on the 25 oct.. endoscopy n colonoscopy- am packin myself now!!! I am still in excruitating pain, but hopefully this should ease with each day. Back to work Monday i think, if i am feeling upto it, should be fun. Anyway, must dash, bed is calling me. love to all xxxx

This is what we have been doing this afternoon- sitting outside a friend's place overlooking the ocean and also going in the`spa. Just got home- knackered!!! talk soon luv vik

My week

Hey Everyone, Hope you are all ok... feels like im miles away from the creative world at the moment.My week was pretty good until about Thursday night- after i played Netball, wasn't feeling the best.. Went to work Friday and decided to go home and sleep.. Had a cough and cold. It's amazing what cold and flu tablets and a bit of sleep can do! I went to watch Abbie play netball on Saturday, Ben came and watched too(yes im still with him- love him to bits!!). Abbie played so well and got lots of goals in- and they won. After the game we went to Mums and watched Speed the movie and a bit of Cars before heading off to Production for Ben's Theatre thingy. I helped out and did the curtains.. was so proud of myself- lol! Afterwards we went to the director's house with the rest of the cast and had a few drinks.. we got back to Ben's at 2ish. Today we went to watch the game at Mum and Dad's with them and left at half time to see Ben's family. Was rubbish to watch the last half! Ben was so upset.. I cant believe Dorkers beat us!! Josh Carr was a mongrol!! Poor Benny! I didnt mind that his shirt was ripped- i kept saying to the TV for him to just take it off! lol. I know i am not the world's greatest fan of AFL but these last two years i have enjoyed watching the Eagles, dissapointing today though! We then headed to the after party for the production, we didnt stay long, maybe 20 mins before Ben said he was feeling ill... so we came home. We had a sleep and got up to make dinner and tidy up/get ready for tomorrow at work! .. Work- god, not really looking forward to it.. have a heap of stuff to do from Friday that i didnt want to touch coz i wasnt feeling the best. Hopefully after work i am headin to Jen's and bringing Die Hard 4 with me. I miss my best friend, seems like ages since i saw her. Next week is Abbie's 11th Birthday (sat) and she is really excited.. all she wants from me is the new harry potter book- sold!! lol.. makes a change from last years present- Nintendo DS! lol.. Can't Believe Michael (Jens' oldest) will be 14 next Monday.. he is such a lovely boy! It is only under 4 weeks til my birthday- i am really nervous.. Hopefuly everything goes ok. Must dash, Bed is calling. Love to all... mwah xxxx

Look what my man got me..

I was so suprised to get these lovely roses from Ben. I never expected anything and so it was a lovely suprise. I cant remember the last time a man ever got me flowers- probably because they didnt- lol. I am soo happy! :) Have a good week everyone. Luv vik xxx

Just the two of us..

Here is a picture of Ben and i.. we are at the GBT last Tuesday for Karaoke, it was a good night. I met all his friends. I look Asian- but i assure you i am not..and i wasnt drunk!! Just a good pic of Ben and a bad one of me!! Anyway, can't blog for long- just a quick post. Hope you are all well, and have a good weekend. Luv vik

Go the Eagles...

Well what a weekend!! Firstly i had a fantastic time on Friday night at the Scrapbook Shop in Ellenbrook.. Scrapping my Technique swap for the online yahoo group. It was fun (thanks to Lennie bringing her alcohol inks! Dont know what i would have done without her!) Jen and i watched the final eposide of Grey's anatomy- we were both blubbering in it!! Last night, i went out with Ben (from Work) to his friends engagement party. It was such a good night, we stayed over his friends house.As the TV wasnt allowed to be turned on, i kept getting Ben to check his phone for the score- and then when that died i had to ring Anthony.. (sorry Anthony)- what a game- we are going ot watch it tonight!! I am soo happy Eagles won! We have just got back now from Anton and Alicia's. I drank a bit- no hangover today! Which i am glad of!! I think i am on cloud nine at the moment! Won't go into details but lets say this has to be the happiest i have been in a while. My Auntie got married yesterday- so i messaged and congratulated her- i am hoping to see many pictures. The weekend has gone soo fast! Back to work tomorrow, i am actually looking forward to it.. havent really been in the office this last week due to the University orientations, so i am looking forward to processing. I am going out all day on Tuesday i think to another Uni.. so i'm hoping to pump out a lot of work tomorrow and catch up on other work. We are listening to John Farnham at the moment- makes he want to dance!! Ben has to go to some rehersal thing where he is doing the lighting.. so i might stay here or go along for the trip.. Keep you posted with hopefully some new artwork at the end of this week. Love to all, Have a fantastic week xxxxxxxxxxxx

Can another day really help?

Well what can i say.. absolutely nothing would change the way i feel right now. Everything is fu**ed up.. i am having heaps of problems. One. My best friend wont talk to me. Two. An other friend has been really nasty to me Three. I am supposed to be flying to the UK tonight- for my Aunties wedding.. i hd to cancel my flight coz of my ba*tard father.. i hope he realises he has truly messed up my life. Love to all Hope you are all well